listen up i am giving you pearls here.

why does a metal head such as me still listen to metal ?
well it is to drown the deafening silence of being alone.

In youth there was no one there, i found companionship and like mindedness in lyrics and the feeling of the music.
Middle age, still alone and looked upon by people as juvinile.

I am old and still rock and I am a total loser .

Now I listen to the silence of being alone, no music ,and know it has always been there and it is my home.